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Ill have a picture up soon. Im using the library computer just to get away from home.

So I'm finally realizing I dont know when I will ever be happy.

My fiancee Just told me that he has feeling for another woman and he doest want to tell me who, but I have a feeling I already know who she is. I'm almost five months pregnant with TWINS. I cant get through my mind how if you love someone so much and have twins on the way you, could possibly be thinking of another woman in that way. We have been through our ups and downs and NO relationship is perfect, but I could never think to have feelings for another man while I was pregnant. I'm not even upset at the fact that he has feeling for someone esle its that a day before we got back together from being separted for a week. Then a day later you tell me you have feeling for anothe woman. So I cant figure out why he would propose again and promise to do this and do that and were going to compromise with eachother and then he co0mes out of nowhere with the BULL. Were living together in a house and its basically his cause I moved in after he bought it and I have no family to turn to out here. I cant get another apt. because I was evicted right before I moved in with him and my credit is bad. I dont know what to do I cant transfer my job back home yet and I would rather live here than there anyways. I dont know when he is going to want me to move out. SO i want to do it before he even mentions it again. I'm putting myslef through so much stress and I shouldnt be because the sake of my kids I'm carrying. I need advice so bad I cant think straight enough.